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Unworthy (Living To Die)
03:23
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Someone told me
Just try living
She's exhausted, craving death
The hope is slain, her drive has left
Heart sinks deeper with every step
To weigh her down and crush her breath
Every day she tells the mirror "Im not worthy
Reap my peace and free my spirit, will you please hurry"
We'll be dead quite soon enough, now dont you worry
It's too late to save her, but somebody tell her story
We're living in a casket bury me I'm not pretending
We won't make it out alive I've given up on happy endings
He's screaming in an empty hall
And taking shots (not alcohol)
Everyday out of bed he'll crawl
To spite his tongue he'll curse the walls
He's destitute cuz bliss is wealth
He's too distraught to want the 'help'
But prays that god will take his health
He only lives to end himself
It's not enough to just try living
When death is the only shit we're giving
Someone take this life away please hurry
I won't live it any longer because I'm not worthy
Every day the mirror tells me "Im not worthy
Reap my peace and free my spirit, will you please hurry"
We'll be dead quite soon enough, now dont you worry
It's too late to save us, but somebody share our story
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Smack Hop Steady
Do you have any idea what a war-zone this life is?
This body a battlefield these pupils are bullets
Necrosis is imminent should we choose to consume it
Lynch my peace with the plug in the instant I pull it
These needles and razors our only instant solution
Diluting the solvents ensuing contusion
But when this IV is empty it needs another infusion
To fight off the onslaught of emotional intrusions
You cant tell me this is living
What the hell have I been missing?
I need something, pain is killing
Slice me till I cant feel anything (Slice me up till I feel nothing)
The pressures of the present and past crush the future
I'm stitched then everyday I take a hit that ruptures the suture
All I've left in this world is this blood and these bruises
As my ambition trickles through all the abuses
If I shed enough tears will it wash away failure
Or drown me in levees of my pent up anger?
Is it wrong to aggressively put an end to this torture
Or long to passively place myself into this danger?
You cant tell me this is living
What the hell have I been missing?
I need something, pain is killing
Slice me up till I feel nothing! (Slice me till I cant feel anything)
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If you could sleep forever, What would u dream for?
Would all your work have paid off if the world ended tomorrow
If you spent a lifetime slaving what is it, you got to show?
We're living and we're dying exactly when I couldnt know
So now I'm treating every second like the curtains finna close
Each day begins another chapter or better yet another act
But when you play the game of death the page is never turning back
So don't accidently mistake opinions for the fact
That when we're exiting this scene we won't have any time to pack
The world is crashing down whos gonna save my cadillac? (If you could live forever)
How will my bloody diamonds glisten when the sun is painted black?
The truth is in reality the money that you stack (What would you die for?)
Aint gonna save your life or soul the day the horsemen come attack
I aint afraid to die so why are you afraid to live
Outside conformity routine and all the migraines it will give?
Your valuables are worthless, recognize your time is priceless
You cant cash in all your decadence the day that we become lifeless
Solace is eternal, something you can never buy
it's all we can take or leave the very instant that we die
You can't use these possessions but the rich will surely try
And you can cry about why nots, but I'll just ask you suckers why
Some people call me hedonist, it makes me a survivor
Riding libertine in limos, bliss my designated driver
You might say I'm nihilistic, but Im swimming through the fire
Born to six feet underground and now I'm only rising higher
The world is crashing down whos gonna save my cadillac?
How will my bloody diamonds glisten when the sun is painted black?
The truth is in reality the money that you stack
Aint gonna save your life or soul the day the horsemen come attack
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Bliss
03:26
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We freebased our imperfections
Rose above tides of depression
All my nightmares dead and buried
Victory over misery
From underwhelming apathy
To unadulterated bliss
Riding everyday elated each my be my last
I'm not young enough to die this life is moving pretty fast
But every time I found euphoria I knew I was gonna crash
And tumble deeper through the anguish that becomes a tragic past
All my nightmares dead and buried
Victory over misery
From underwhelming apathy
To unadulterated bliss
Haunted by your history
Im feasting on this empathy
Solace be my company
Elated by its symphony
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HEROIN BLACK / MURDERTHEPOLICE Chicago, Illinois
In the summer of 2007, HeroinBlack, debuted in its very original form. In true DIY fashion, he began to compose epic and dissonant symphonies to accompany words that conveyed an utmost message of individualism, tolerance, and militant autonomy. The antithesis of the modern music movements, HeroinBlack is happy to appear live at any space that can handle the intensity of his performances. ... more
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