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Just Try Living

by Heroin Black

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1.
Someone told me Just try living She's exhausted, craving death The hope is slain, her drive has left Heart sinks deeper with every step To weigh her down and crush her breath Every day she tells the mirror "Im not worthy Reap my peace and free my spirit, will you please hurry" We'll be dead quite soon enough, now dont you worry It's too late to save her, but somebody tell her story We're living in a casket bury me I'm not pretending We won't make it out alive I've given up on happy endings He's screaming in an empty hall And taking shots (not alcohol) Everyday out of bed he'll crawl To spite his tongue he'll curse the walls He's destitute cuz bliss is wealth He's too distraught to want the 'help' But prays that god will take his health He only lives to end himself It's not enough to just try living When death is the only shit we're giving Someone take this life away please hurry I won't live it any longer because I'm not worthy Every day the mirror tells me "Im not worthy Reap my peace and free my spirit, will you please hurry" We'll be dead quite soon enough, now dont you worry It's too late to save us, but somebody share our story
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56 5 More stats Smack Hop Steady Do you have any idea what a war-zone this life is? This body a battlefield these pupils are bullets Necrosis is imminent should we choose to consume it Lynch my peace with the plug in the instant I pull it These needles and razors our only instant solution Diluting the solvents ensuing contusion But when this IV is empty it needs another infusion To fight off the onslaught of emotional intrusions You cant tell me this is living What the hell have I been missing? I need something, pain is killing Slice me till I cant feel anything (Slice me up till I feel nothing) The pressures of the present and past crush the future I'm stitched then everyday I take a hit that ruptures the suture All I've left in this world is this blood and these bruises As my ambition trickles through all the abuses If I shed enough tears will it wash away failure Or drown me in levees of my pent up anger? Is it wrong to aggressively put an end to this torture Or long to passively place myself into this danger? You cant tell me this is living What the hell have I been missing? I need something, pain is killing Slice me up till I feel nothing! (Slice me till I cant feel anything)
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If you could sleep forever, What would u dream for? Would all your work have paid off if the world ended tomorrow If you spent a lifetime slaving what is it, you got to show? We're living and we're dying exactly when I couldnt know So now I'm treating every second like the curtains finna close Each day begins another chapter or better yet another act But when you play the game of death the page is never turning back So don't accidently mistake opinions for the fact That when we're exiting this scene we won't have any time to pack The world is crashing down whos gonna save my cadillac? (If you could live forever) How will my bloody diamonds glisten when the sun is painted black? The truth is in reality the money that you stack (What would you die for?) Aint gonna save your life or soul the day the horsemen come attack I aint afraid to die so why are you afraid to live Outside conformity routine and all the migraines it will give? Your valuables are worthless, recognize your time is priceless You cant cash in all your decadence the day that we become lifeless Solace is eternal, something you can never buy it's all we can take or leave the very instant that we die You can't use these possessions but the rich will surely try And you can cry about why nots, but I'll just ask you suckers why Some people call me hedonist, it makes me a survivor Riding libertine in limos, bliss my designated driver You might say I'm nihilistic, but Im swimming through the fire Born to six feet underground and now I'm only rising higher The world is crashing down whos gonna save my cadillac? How will my bloody diamonds glisten when the sun is painted black? The truth is in reality the money that you stack Aint gonna save your life or soul the day the horsemen come attack
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Bliss 03:26
We freebased our imperfections Rose above tides of depression All my nightmares dead and buried Victory over misery From underwhelming apathy To unadulterated bliss Riding everyday elated each my be my last I'm not young enough to die this life is moving pretty fast But every time I found euphoria I knew I was gonna crash And tumble deeper through the anguish that becomes a tragic past All my nightmares dead and buried Victory over misery From underwhelming apathy To unadulterated bliss Haunted by your history Im feasting on this empathy Solace be my company Elated by its symphony

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This EP was created with the purpose of motivating people to live life. I dont need any of my friends or fans killing themselves. The tracks fit together to tell a story of overcoming crushing emotional circumstances. These are some of the most personal Heroin Black songs you'll ever hear, enjoi!

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released December 31, 2012

Jayke Percell Blackhart - all

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HEROIN BLACK / MURDERTHEPOLICE Chicago, Illinois

In the summer of 2007, HeroinBlack, debuted in its very original form. In true DIY fashion, he began to compose epic and dissonant symphonies to accompany words that conveyed an utmost message of individualism, tolerance, and militant autonomy. The antithesis of the modern music movements, HeroinBlack is happy to appear live at any space that can handle the intensity of his performances. ... more

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